1 00:00:03,938 --> 00:00:07,709 [Grey] In third grade, I had to do a project about heroes. 2 00:00:07,842 --> 00:00:09,811 I wanted to choose Indiana Jones, 3 00:00:09,944 --> 00:00:12,614 but my mom made me choose Elizabeth Blackwell, 4 00:00:12,747 --> 00:00:15,717 the first woman to earn a medical degree in the United States. 5 00:00:15,850 --> 00:00:17,217 Hi, Son. 6 00:00:17,819 --> 00:00:18,887 What are you doing here? 7 00:00:19,654 --> 00:00:20,722 I wanted to see you. 8 00:00:21,355 --> 00:00:22,389 Well, you did. 9 00:00:23,023 --> 00:00:25,693 Wait, Benson. Can we talk? 10 00:00:27,127 --> 00:00:28,161 No. 11 00:00:29,096 --> 00:00:30,665 You don't get to show up here 12 00:00:30,798 --> 00:00:34,903 and pretend you're anything more than a glorified sperm donor. 13 00:00:35,035 --> 00:00:37,337 [♪ "Float" playing] 14 00:00:37,471 --> 00:00:41,776 [Grey] She was accepted as a joke by men expecting her to fail or drop out. 15 00:00:41,910 --> 00:00:43,143 What are you thinking? 16 00:00:44,546 --> 00:00:47,180 If you think there's anything going on up here right now... 17 00:00:47,314 --> 00:00:48,983 [both chuckling] 18 00:00:51,753 --> 00:00:56,858 ♪ Easy solution Just keep moving Till you crash the plane ♪ 19 00:00:58,660 --> 00:00:59,694 [phone chimes] 20 00:01:01,495 --> 00:01:02,864 Ooh. It's Dr. Webber. 21 00:01:02,997 --> 00:01:08,937 Uh, I have to go, but, um, we should really... 22 00:01:09,804 --> 00:01:13,675 We should really talk about this at some point because, 23 00:01:13,808 --> 00:01:16,076 you know, all of the reasons. 24 00:01:16,209 --> 00:01:17,879 Of course, yeah. 25 00:01:18,846 --> 00:01:23,585 ♪ Know I don't wanna hear it But you say it anyway ♪ 26 00:01:24,217 --> 00:01:27,354 [Grey] She was ridiculed by her classmates and the locals in town, 27 00:01:27,956 --> 00:01:29,824 but do you think she was scared? 28 00:01:29,958 --> 00:01:31,291 Where were they? 29 00:01:31,793 --> 00:01:34,028 -They were under the seat. -If you put them in the center console, 30 00:01:34,161 --> 00:01:36,030 then maybe you wouldn't be losing them all the time. 31 00:01:36,163 --> 00:01:38,298 Oh, Hilary is almost at the house. I gotta go. 32 00:01:38,432 --> 00:01:39,534 Enjoy study group. 33 00:01:39,667 --> 00:01:42,737 Oh! Um, we're out of milk and blueberries. 34 00:01:42,870 --> 00:01:45,940 Well, I'll pick some up on my way home, whenever that is. 35 00:01:46,074 --> 00:01:49,276 [Grey] Hell yeah, she was scared, but she faced her demons 36 00:01:49,409 --> 00:01:53,113 and did it anyway, graduating at the top of her class. 37 00:01:54,281 --> 00:01:55,984 Who keeps texting you? 38 00:01:56,116 --> 00:01:59,219 Corrie. New birth trauma friend. 39 00:01:59,353 --> 00:02:01,990 Oh! Her husband has box seats with the Mariners. 40 00:02:02,122 --> 00:02:04,324 She said the four of us should go to a game sometime. 41 00:02:05,059 --> 00:02:08,128 I have asked you to go with me at least ten times. You always say no. 42 00:02:08,261 --> 00:02:11,331 Well, that's because you actually wanna watch the game. 43 00:02:11,465 --> 00:02:12,934 [phone buzzes] 44 00:02:17,237 --> 00:02:18,806 I just got paged. 45 00:02:19,439 --> 00:02:21,943 Give me ten minutes to make sure everything's okay? 46 00:02:22,076 --> 00:02:23,011 Sure. 47 00:02:23,143 --> 00:02:24,846 Then you're taking me to sushi. 48 00:02:26,313 --> 00:02:27,347 [♪ song ends] 49 00:02:28,750 --> 00:02:31,753 Hey. Simone said I can move back in. Can I get my old room back? 50 00:02:32,352 --> 00:02:33,521 No. 51 00:02:34,287 --> 00:02:35,690 I already did you a kindness. 52 00:02:35,823 --> 00:02:37,959 Look, I don't wanna pull rank, but it is my aunt's place. 53 00:02:38,092 --> 00:02:40,695 -Anybody know what this is about? -No. [clears throat] 54 00:02:40,828 --> 00:02:42,130 Have you looked outside? 55 00:02:42,262 --> 00:02:46,199 The stars are so bright tonight. [sighs] 56 00:02:46,968 --> 00:02:50,038 What? We can't take a second to appreciate the beauty of the universe? 57 00:02:50,170 --> 00:02:53,841 I had to change because a patient's ostomy bag exploded all over my shirt. 58 00:02:54,474 --> 00:02:57,411 Listen up, people. I just got off the phone with the president 59 00:02:57,545 --> 00:03:00,480 at Parsons General, and she confirmed what we were afraid of: 60 00:03:00,615 --> 00:03:02,717 They're closing their doors at the end of the month. 61 00:03:02,850 --> 00:03:07,088 They have 300 inpatients that need to be divided between us and Seattle Pres. 62 00:03:07,220 --> 00:03:10,825 We've got a few today, but the first big wave is coming tomorrow. 63 00:03:10,958 --> 00:03:12,694 We'll have to prepare all night. 64 00:03:12,827 --> 00:03:14,461 I need you all on the floor. 65 00:03:14,595 --> 00:03:17,497 If you've already hit your hours for the week, come find me. 66 00:03:18,099 --> 00:03:19,834 I thought today couldn't get any worse. 67 00:03:19,967 --> 00:03:21,201 Hey, but those stars, though. 68 00:03:21,334 --> 00:03:22,335 Shut up. 69 00:03:22,469 --> 00:03:25,173 [operator announcing on PA] 70 00:03:26,306 --> 00:03:29,711 [Shepherd] Hey, I'm having a hard time ordering phenytoin in an oral suspension. 71 00:03:29,844 --> 00:03:32,747 It's MRN 87534. 72 00:03:32,880 --> 00:03:34,882 Oh, hey, you on tonight? 73 00:03:35,983 --> 00:03:40,688 No, my poor fellow's getting stuck with this whole Parsons mess. 74 00:03:40,822 --> 00:03:41,856 Lincoln. 75 00:03:42,557 --> 00:03:45,093 It advises counseling, but you've had tramadol before, right? 76 00:03:45,225 --> 00:03:46,259 Yeah, thanks. 77 00:03:47,360 --> 00:03:48,863 Everything all right? 78 00:03:48,996 --> 00:03:52,900 I screwed up a ligament in my knee chasing Luna around on her scooter. 79 00:03:53,835 --> 00:03:54,769 Oof. 80 00:03:54,902 --> 00:03:56,771 Hey, Jo's waiting, so I should... 81 00:03:56,904 --> 00:03:59,406 -See you tomorrow. -Yeah, have a good night. 82 00:04:02,677 --> 00:04:05,780 Hey, Mrs. Shier's ultrasound looked good, but before you pull a JP drain, 83 00:04:05,913 --> 00:04:08,415 you need to confirm the output beforehand with the nurse. 84 00:04:08,549 --> 00:04:09,784 Copy that. 85 00:04:09,917 --> 00:04:11,052 It's an easy mistake to make. 86 00:04:11,185 --> 00:04:13,286 Yeah, no. I don't feel bad. 87 00:04:13,420 --> 00:04:15,056 Uh, you shouldn't. Yeah. 88 00:04:16,389 --> 00:04:17,658 [murmurs] 89 00:04:17,792 --> 00:04:21,294 While I have you, Adams is moving back in. 90 00:04:21,863 --> 00:04:22,930 To the house. 91 00:04:23,731 --> 00:04:25,566 -My house. -Okay. 92 00:04:27,068 --> 00:04:28,536 I know it probably sounds weird, 93 00:04:28,669 --> 00:04:30,303 but we're here all the time anyway, 94 00:04:30,437 --> 00:04:32,540 and he needed a place to crash, so I figured why not? 95 00:04:32,673 --> 00:04:34,142 Yeah, I could think of a few reasons. 96 00:04:34,274 --> 00:04:37,245 You two busy? I got a transfer landing in room 3126. 97 00:04:37,377 --> 00:04:39,279 We'll be right over. If you're uncomfortable with this, 98 00:04:39,412 --> 00:04:41,414 -we can talk about it more. -I'm good if you are. 99 00:04:43,050 --> 00:04:44,919 Well, you're 38 weeks, right? 100 00:04:46,220 --> 00:04:48,656 Okay, yeah, then it's probably contractions. How far apart? 101 00:04:48,790 --> 00:04:50,925 -Still sushi? -It's Corrie. 102 00:04:52,560 --> 00:04:54,796 Okay, is your husband home? Can he take you? 103 00:04:54,929 --> 00:04:57,364 -Except which place, though? All-you-can-eat or... -Mm-mmm. 104 00:04:58,065 --> 00:05:02,837 I get it. Why don't you text me your address, and I can come check you out? 105 00:05:03,436 --> 00:05:05,372 Of course. Okay. 106 00:05:05,506 --> 00:05:09,476 All right, um, we are heading to Madison Park. 107 00:05:09,610 --> 00:05:12,479 Because Corrie recommended an amazing sushi place there? 108 00:05:12,613 --> 00:05:15,683 Well, her husband isn't home, and he's insisting that she goes to the hospital. 109 00:05:15,817 --> 00:05:18,953 -So we're going there instead. -It'll be quick. 110 00:05:21,354 --> 00:05:23,825 [operator announcing on PA] 111 00:05:29,664 --> 00:05:30,698 [sighs] 112 00:05:32,365 --> 00:05:33,568 I told you to leave. 113 00:05:33,701 --> 00:05:36,403 I know you're angry, but we really need to talk. 114 00:05:36,537 --> 00:05:40,007 Oh, you want to talk? Great. Let's talk about how, when I was four, 115 00:05:40,141 --> 00:05:42,176 and you went to go get ice cream, and you never came back, 116 00:05:42,310 --> 00:05:44,812 did you know that Mom left a place for you at dinner for weeks 117 00:05:44,946 --> 00:05:46,147 thinking you'd come home? 118 00:05:46,280 --> 00:05:48,783 And I told my friends that you were an astronaut 119 00:05:48,916 --> 00:05:51,252 because I was too embarrassed to say that you left us. 120 00:05:51,418 --> 00:05:52,653 I can explain. 121 00:05:52,787 --> 00:05:54,555 -I'm gonna get security. -You don't need to do that. 122 00:05:54,689 --> 00:05:56,456 Do not tell me what to do! 123 00:05:56,591 --> 00:05:57,792 You don't know me! 124 00:05:57,925 --> 00:05:59,227 I'm dying. 125 00:06:13,841 --> 00:06:15,843 [sighs] Just to recap: 126 00:06:15,977 --> 00:06:17,912 we're postponing dinner to make a house call 127 00:06:18,045 --> 00:06:20,380 on a woman who's not your patient? 128 00:06:20,514 --> 00:06:23,351 She had a traumatic first pregnancy. She is scared. 129 00:06:23,483 --> 00:06:24,619 Why doesn't she call her OB? 130 00:06:24,752 --> 00:06:26,787 Why don't you go wait in the car? 131 00:06:26,921 --> 00:06:31,192 Because I know you, and as soon as you get in here and start chatting... 132 00:06:31,859 --> 00:06:34,228 -[doorbell rings] -Here in case you need extra hands. 133 00:06:34,362 --> 00:06:36,530 It'll take five minutes. Don't stress her out. 134 00:06:37,497 --> 00:06:38,633 Hey, you made it. 135 00:06:38,766 --> 00:06:40,400 We did. This is my husband Link. 136 00:06:40,534 --> 00:06:43,104 -Hi, thanks for coming all this way. -No problem. 137 00:06:43,237 --> 00:06:44,739 I actually feel a ton better, 138 00:06:44,872 --> 00:06:46,874 but do either of you know anything about olives? 139 00:06:47,975 --> 00:06:49,543 -Like the food? -Yeah. 140 00:06:50,111 --> 00:06:52,079 Do they go bad? I can't tell. 141 00:06:53,446 --> 00:06:54,916 Are you okay? 142 00:06:55,049 --> 00:06:56,751 Yeah, yeah. I was cleaning out the fridge. 143 00:06:56,884 --> 00:06:58,753 Just making room for some bottles. 144 00:06:58,886 --> 00:07:01,589 [breathing heavily] You know, it's like you said, the baby is coming, but not now, 145 00:07:01,722 --> 00:07:04,992 not while I've got a fridge full of expired condiments that need tossing. So... 146 00:07:05,126 --> 00:07:06,961 -Why don't I check you out? -You know what, 147 00:07:07,094 --> 00:07:10,965 that's not necessary, 'cause I'm sure it was just Braxton Hicks, um... [pants] 148 00:07:11,098 --> 00:07:13,401 Do you, uh, think that's one person's full name? 149 00:07:13,534 --> 00:07:16,504 -[gasps, grunts] -Okay. Let's get you inside. 150 00:07:16,637 --> 00:07:20,308 -[panting] Okay, okay, okay. -Inside. Okay. 151 00:07:21,474 --> 00:07:22,543 [Corrie groans] 152 00:07:23,945 --> 00:07:27,581 [Bailey laughing] 153 00:07:27,715 --> 00:07:29,917 [chuckles] 154 00:07:30,051 --> 00:07:32,019 If anyone asks, it wasn't me. 155 00:07:33,087 --> 00:07:35,589 You are so bad. 156 00:07:35,723 --> 00:07:37,490 -Oh, Ben, hi. -Hey. 157 00:07:37,625 --> 00:07:41,562 Meet Hilary, my environmental health partner. 158 00:07:41,696 --> 00:07:43,264 Hilary, this is Ben. 159 00:07:43,397 --> 00:07:45,933 Hey, I'm, uh... I'm her, uh... her life partner. 160 00:07:46,067 --> 00:07:48,202 -[laughs] -[chuckles] Lucky man. 161 00:07:48,336 --> 00:07:51,539 Yeah, so it looks like you two are having a lot of fun. 162 00:07:51,672 --> 00:07:54,408 Oh, no, we're just taking a, um, quick break. 163 00:07:54,542 --> 00:07:57,278 [chuckles] I was just telling Miranda about when I went to Canada 164 00:07:57,411 --> 00:07:59,347 one January without a jacket. 165 00:07:59,479 --> 00:08:01,682 And If you have a minute, it's a real funny story, so-- 166 00:08:01,816 --> 00:08:03,718 Oh, no, I got a lot of groceries I need to unload, you know. 167 00:08:03,851 --> 00:08:06,187 -And then, you know, laundry. -Yeah, but I can help with that. 168 00:08:06,320 --> 00:08:07,521 We'll be finished here soon. 169 00:08:07,655 --> 00:08:09,991 No, no, no, no, no, take your time, take your time. 170 00:08:10,124 --> 00:08:13,327 -I wouldn't want to disturb your workflow. -[all chuckle] 171 00:08:13,461 --> 00:08:15,029 -Okay. -Okay. 172 00:08:15,162 --> 00:08:17,765 -[Bailey] All right, where are we? -[Hilary, Bailey chattering] 173 00:08:19,600 --> 00:08:22,803 Trinity Yuzna, 18 years old, restrained driver in an MVC, 174 00:08:22,937 --> 00:08:24,605 -just transferred from Parsons. -[coughing] 175 00:08:24,739 --> 00:08:27,308 Post-op day three from an ex-lap with a liver lac repair. 176 00:08:27,441 --> 00:08:29,643 Latest labs show a white blood cell count of 17, 177 00:08:29,777 --> 00:08:33,647 but the incision site still looks intact. No signs of infection. 178 00:08:33,781 --> 00:08:35,750 Trinity, it looks like you have a fever. How are you feeling? 179 00:08:35,883 --> 00:08:39,653 [cell phone ringing] 180 00:08:39,787 --> 00:08:43,758 Um, well, kind of flu-y. Is that normal after surgery? 181 00:08:43,891 --> 00:08:45,393 Well, I wouldn't say it was normal. 182 00:08:45,526 --> 00:08:47,661 It's not uncommon to have a fever after surgery. 183 00:08:47,795 --> 00:08:49,663 We just want to make sure that there's no infection 184 00:08:49,797 --> 00:08:51,365 that was related to your procedure. 185 00:08:51,499 --> 00:08:53,901 Have you been around anybody that's been sick in the past few weeks? 186 00:08:54,035 --> 00:08:56,404 I live in a dorm. It's a cesspool. 187 00:08:56,537 --> 00:08:58,406 We'll get you a chest X-ray and cultures, 188 00:08:58,539 --> 00:09:00,608 and we'll give you fluids and IV antibiotics. 189 00:09:00,741 --> 00:09:04,111 Let's add amylase, lipase, and urinalysis. 190 00:09:04,678 --> 00:09:05,846 You get all that? 191 00:09:06,380 --> 00:09:07,516 Yeah. 192 00:09:07,648 --> 00:09:09,050 -[phone ringing] -[sighs] 193 00:09:09,183 --> 00:09:12,420 -Sorry. My mom's doing the most. -Probably very worried. 194 00:09:12,553 --> 00:09:15,556 She doesn't know. No, she's next level when I get a cold. 195 00:09:15,689 --> 00:09:17,224 Trust me, I am saving all of us. 196 00:09:17,358 --> 00:09:19,827 Uh... Okay. Well, we'll let you get some rest, 197 00:09:19,960 --> 00:09:22,129 and then we'll come back after we get your results. 198 00:09:22,263 --> 00:09:25,499 [operator announcing on PA] 199 00:09:28,169 --> 00:09:29,603 When were you diagnosed? 200 00:09:30,671 --> 00:09:31,972 Coming up on four years. 201 00:09:32,673 --> 00:09:34,909 I've had every treatment. Nothing's worked. 202 00:09:36,577 --> 00:09:39,548 My only hope is a clinical trial, but I need a bone marrow transplant 203 00:09:39,680 --> 00:09:41,849 from a donor, and so far there's no match. 204 00:09:43,884 --> 00:09:45,219 I'm at peace with it. 205 00:09:47,688 --> 00:09:49,190 I have no sympathy for you. 206 00:09:50,391 --> 00:09:52,293 And I know what it sounds like, but I don't. 207 00:09:53,961 --> 00:09:55,162 And I can't force it. 208 00:09:55,296 --> 00:09:57,098 I understand. 209 00:09:57,231 --> 00:10:00,901 No, if you understood, you would have come back, or sent us money, or called. 210 00:10:01,035 --> 00:10:02,636 -I know. -We had nothing. 211 00:10:02,770 --> 00:10:05,439 Mom had to work two, sometimes three jobs, and you were nowhere. 212 00:10:05,574 --> 00:10:07,942 She got sick and died, and you were nowhere. 213 00:10:08,442 --> 00:10:10,845 If I could go back in time, I'd do everything differently. 214 00:10:10,978 --> 00:10:12,480 [chuckling] Oh. 215 00:10:12,613 --> 00:10:14,982 -Well, that's helpful. -I have a lot of regrets in my life, 216 00:10:15,116 --> 00:10:18,419 but what I did to you and your mother, that's the biggest. 217 00:10:18,553 --> 00:10:20,287 It's all about you, right? 218 00:10:20,421 --> 00:10:22,156 Your feelings, your regrets. 219 00:10:22,289 --> 00:10:24,959 -Coming here was a bad idea. -You think? 220 00:10:25,092 --> 00:10:27,562 I just wanted to see you one more time. 221 00:10:28,295 --> 00:10:29,663 You're my son. 222 00:10:30,631 --> 00:10:33,000 I'm deeply, eternally sorry for what I did to you. 223 00:10:35,537 --> 00:10:37,004 I'll let you get back to work. 224 00:10:39,006 --> 00:10:40,141 [grunts] 225 00:10:41,175 --> 00:10:42,209 Are you dizzy? 226 00:10:43,043 --> 00:10:45,746 Yeah, just dehydrated. 227 00:10:46,780 --> 00:10:48,482 Supposed to have fluids today. 228 00:10:49,950 --> 00:10:51,185 Came here instead. 229 00:10:53,454 --> 00:10:54,623 [groans] 230 00:10:54,755 --> 00:10:57,391 -[sighs] Come on. -Where are we going? 231 00:10:57,526 --> 00:11:00,761 I'm getting you an IV. You can't drive like this. 232 00:11:00,895 --> 00:11:02,129 You don't have to take care of me. 233 00:11:02,263 --> 00:11:04,498 I'm not. It's a public service. 234 00:11:05,199 --> 00:11:06,433 Come on. 235 00:11:09,670 --> 00:11:11,405 [Wilson] You said your husband's on the way? 236 00:11:11,540 --> 00:11:14,643 Yeah, he's, uh, driving back from a work meeting in Tacoma. 237 00:11:14,775 --> 00:11:16,110 His mom has our son. 238 00:11:16,744 --> 00:11:19,146 Okay, tell him to meet you at Grey Sloan. 239 00:11:19,280 --> 00:11:20,714 You are definitely in labor. 240 00:11:20,848 --> 00:11:22,551 Oh, no, no, no. No, no, I have two more weeks. 241 00:11:22,683 --> 00:11:24,685 I still need to finish potty training my son. 242 00:11:24,818 --> 00:11:27,154 I need to put the sheets on the crib. The-- I-I have time. 243 00:11:27,288 --> 00:11:29,990 You are five centimeters dilated. We can give you a ride. 244 00:11:30,124 --> 00:11:31,926 Well, maybe you measured wrong, 'cause I... 245 00:11:33,127 --> 00:11:36,163 -Are you okay? -Oh, crap. Uh, my water just broke. 246 00:11:36,297 --> 00:11:37,731 Okay, we're going to the hospital. 247 00:11:37,865 --> 00:11:39,133 [gasps] 248 00:11:39,266 --> 00:11:40,734 -What's wrong? -[grunting] 249 00:11:40,868 --> 00:11:42,469 Um... 250 00:11:42,604 --> 00:11:45,507 I don't know, something... something just feels weird down there. 251 00:11:45,640 --> 00:11:47,341 Okay, can I check again? 252 00:11:47,474 --> 00:11:48,577 Yeah, yeah. 253 00:11:50,077 --> 00:11:51,278 Okay. 254 00:11:55,282 --> 00:11:56,483 What's wrong? 255 00:11:57,151 --> 00:11:58,953 -Jo? -The umbilical cord. 256 00:12:00,087 --> 00:12:01,523 It slipped out before the baby's head, 257 00:12:01,656 --> 00:12:03,224 which can cut off the baby's blood supply. 258 00:12:03,357 --> 00:12:04,593 Link! 259 00:12:04,725 --> 00:12:06,126 I think we should go to the hospital. I think we sh-- 260 00:12:06,260 --> 00:12:07,728 Okay. Don't move, don't move. 261 00:12:09,664 --> 00:12:11,065 I need to keep my hand inside. 262 00:12:11,198 --> 00:12:12,800 What? Why? 263 00:12:12,933 --> 00:12:15,537 I need to keep the head off the cord to save the baby's blood supply. 264 00:12:15,670 --> 00:12:17,471 Link, I need some help in here! 265 00:12:18,673 --> 00:12:21,576 Okay, this is gonna be very uncomfortable, okay? 266 00:12:22,443 --> 00:12:23,744 Ready? 267 00:12:25,212 --> 00:12:28,148 -There we go. -Oh, stop, stop. Please stop. 268 00:12:28,282 --> 00:12:30,451 Okay. Okay, I'm in position. 269 00:12:31,218 --> 00:12:33,220 I can feel the baby's heartbeat through the cord. 270 00:12:33,354 --> 00:12:35,956 I'm going to focus on that. You focus on breathing. 271 00:12:36,691 --> 00:12:38,993 -Oh. You need something? -Call 911. 272 00:12:39,126 --> 00:12:41,428 Tell them we have a woman in labor with a prolapsed cord. 273 00:12:41,563 --> 00:12:44,131 We need to be in an OB OR within 15 minutes. 274 00:12:45,466 --> 00:12:46,500 Okay. 275 00:12:52,940 --> 00:12:56,578 -Hey. Hey, hey, where'd you get that? -Olympic floor. 276 00:12:56,711 --> 00:12:58,747 How? I just tried to get up there, 277 00:12:58,879 --> 00:13:01,348 and they were using the elevators to move overflow beds. 278 00:13:02,316 --> 00:13:06,253 Oh, hey. Can one of you set the man in exam two on an IV drip? 279 00:13:06,387 --> 00:13:08,088 -Did your hands stop working? -Where have you been? 280 00:13:08,222 --> 00:13:09,990 Talking to the dirtbag formerly known as my father. 281 00:13:10,124 --> 00:13:12,393 -No. Where is he? -Exam two. 282 00:13:12,527 --> 00:13:15,029 Does everyone who goes missing in your life eventually show up here? 283 00:13:15,162 --> 00:13:16,665 What's his deal? 284 00:13:17,565 --> 00:13:21,001 Apparently he's dying. Stage three multiple myeloma. 285 00:13:21,135 --> 00:13:22,936 -I'm sorry. -How are you doing? 286 00:13:23,070 --> 00:13:24,639 I don't know. It's weird. 287 00:13:25,406 --> 00:13:28,510 When I look at him, it's like I know him, but I don't know him. 288 00:13:28,643 --> 00:13:30,377 I feel that way when I talk to my parents when they're high. 289 00:13:30,512 --> 00:13:32,846 -Can one of you just go help him? -Yeah, yeah, yeah, I got you. 290 00:13:32,980 --> 00:13:34,948 Hey, can you take my consult in bed five? 291 00:13:35,082 --> 00:13:37,351 Sure, if you give me the other half of your protein bar. 292 00:13:38,118 --> 00:13:39,853 Fine. Guess I'll starve. 293 00:13:39,987 --> 00:13:41,855 [operator announcing on PA] 294 00:13:43,758 --> 00:13:46,393 Hey, Webber wants a list of patients we can consolidate 295 00:13:46,528 --> 00:13:48,797 into doubles or triples to make room for the influx. 296 00:13:48,929 --> 00:13:50,030 I will do it. 297 00:13:50,164 --> 00:13:51,766 Did you check in with Trinity? 298 00:13:51,899 --> 00:13:54,968 X-ray's clear, but she got a rash after we started the vanc and cef. 299 00:13:55,102 --> 00:13:57,204 Could be allergic or it could be a vanc infusion reaction. 300 00:13:57,338 --> 00:13:58,872 Did you talk to the nurse about-- 301 00:13:59,006 --> 00:14:00,974 I already put a pause on the meds and gave an antihistamine. 302 00:14:01,108 --> 00:14:04,011 No signs of anaphylaxis. And looking into which one's the culprit. 303 00:14:04,144 --> 00:14:06,614 O-Okay. Well, next time you change the plan 304 00:14:06,748 --> 00:14:09,149 with one of my patients, just check with me first. 305 00:14:09,283 --> 00:14:12,019 Oh, you want me to talk with you before making any big decisions? 306 00:14:13,120 --> 00:14:14,789 You got it. 307 00:14:14,922 --> 00:14:16,323 -Dr. Bryant? -Yes? 308 00:14:21,428 --> 00:14:22,664 I get that you're mad at me. 309 00:14:22,797 --> 00:14:24,431 -Oh, I'm not mad. -Oh, you are mad. 310 00:14:24,566 --> 00:14:27,034 What you're not is subtle. I am a second year and you are my intern. 311 00:14:27,167 --> 00:14:29,571 Our personal life cannot get in the way of the work. 312 00:14:29,704 --> 00:14:33,374 Okay, I get it. I'll do better. But I'm not mad. 313 00:14:33,508 --> 00:14:36,276 I'm disappointed that my girlfriend invited her ex to move in 314 00:14:36,410 --> 00:14:37,978 without talking to me about it. 315 00:14:38,112 --> 00:14:40,013 I don't need your permission to get a new roommate, but I did talk-- 316 00:14:40,147 --> 00:14:42,851 You don't need my permission to do anything, clearly. I just... 317 00:14:43,417 --> 00:14:45,052 I don't want to be treated like an afterthought. 318 00:14:45,185 --> 00:14:46,920 You are not an afterthought. 319 00:14:47,054 --> 00:14:48,088 Right. 320 00:14:48,757 --> 00:14:49,791 I'm your intern. 321 00:14:56,497 --> 00:14:57,766 Paramedics are here. 322 00:14:57,898 --> 00:15:00,067 Just hold on a little bit longer. It's almost over. 323 00:15:00,200 --> 00:15:02,169 -Can you still feel the heartbeat? -I can. 324 00:15:02,302 --> 00:15:03,638 It's another boy. 325 00:15:03,772 --> 00:15:06,541 [crying] Or at least it will be, if he just holds on. 326 00:15:06,674 --> 00:15:08,442 -He will. Wow. -[paramedic] Where are we going? 327 00:15:08,576 --> 00:15:10,344 Two boys. You're gonna have your hands full. 328 00:15:10,477 --> 00:15:12,045 One of them better like musical theater. 329 00:15:13,548 --> 00:15:17,084 Thank God. G2P1 at 38 weeks with a prolapsed cord. 330 00:15:17,217 --> 00:15:19,286 I've elevated the head off the cord for the last six minutes. 331 00:15:19,420 --> 00:15:21,823 -We need to move. -Right, so we'll transfer her 332 00:15:21,955 --> 00:15:23,457 in a knee-chest position to the gurney. 333 00:15:23,591 --> 00:15:25,125 And remove my hand? Absolutely not. 334 00:15:25,259 --> 00:15:27,227 -Our protocol states-- -Your protocol is wrong. 335 00:15:27,361 --> 00:15:28,962 -Jo-- -I've already got the head off the cord. 336 00:15:29,096 --> 00:15:30,799 If I were in the hospital with this complication, 337 00:15:30,931 --> 00:15:32,734 I would ride this bed all the way to the OR. 338 00:15:32,867 --> 00:15:34,201 You have to transfer us both. 339 00:15:34,334 --> 00:15:36,905 If I let go, every second or minute of cord compression 340 00:15:37,037 --> 00:15:40,240 could cause permanent neurological disability or even death. 341 00:15:41,008 --> 00:15:42,376 Okay, we'll transfer them together. 342 00:15:42,510 --> 00:15:44,478 All right, we'll use this sheet. 343 00:15:45,212 --> 00:15:46,246 Grab your sides. 344 00:15:49,918 --> 00:15:51,920 We'll go on my count. Ready? 345 00:15:52,085 --> 00:15:54,254 One, two, three. 346 00:15:54,388 --> 00:15:56,457 [Corrie screams, groaning] 347 00:15:57,224 --> 00:15:58,258 Okay. 348 00:16:04,965 --> 00:16:06,266 You should be out of here soon. 349 00:16:07,635 --> 00:16:09,136 I'm not in a hurry. 350 00:16:09,904 --> 00:16:11,673 I've got three hours in the car after this. 351 00:16:12,540 --> 00:16:13,842 Still live up in Vancouver? 352 00:16:14,509 --> 00:16:15,643 Been there 32 years. 353 00:16:15,777 --> 00:16:17,444 Yeah, I know how long it's been. 354 00:16:17,579 --> 00:16:20,247 I didn't expect any of this to happen the way it did. 355 00:16:21,148 --> 00:16:23,150 -I certainly didn't plan it. -[scoffs] 356 00:16:23,685 --> 00:16:26,987 So you're saying you abandoned your wife and son by accident? 357 00:16:29,591 --> 00:16:33,761 The night I left, I planned to drive off the Ambassador Bridge. 358 00:16:33,895 --> 00:16:35,797 When I got there, I couldn't do it. 359 00:16:36,798 --> 00:16:38,800 So I drove to Canada instead. 360 00:16:42,069 --> 00:16:43,505 Drive off the bridge like... 361 00:16:47,441 --> 00:16:49,042 Mom just said that you were unhappy. 362 00:16:49,811 --> 00:16:51,111 It was more than that. 363 00:16:53,882 --> 00:16:58,185 My first startup went belly up after giving it everything I had for years. 364 00:16:58,318 --> 00:16:59,721 Your mom hated it. 365 00:16:59,854 --> 00:17:02,055 She thought we just played Ping-Pong and Skee-Ball all day. 366 00:17:02,189 --> 00:17:04,157 Wanted me to walk away, grow up. 367 00:17:04,291 --> 00:17:06,661 -Why didn't you? -Because I believed in it. 368 00:17:06,794 --> 00:17:10,565 I thought we'd sell, go public, and you'd be set for life. 369 00:17:12,734 --> 00:17:14,669 Instead, I lost all our money. 370 00:17:15,302 --> 00:17:17,672 I was depressed, ashamed. 371 00:17:18,338 --> 00:17:19,507 I let you down. 372 00:17:20,040 --> 00:17:22,877 Well, if that's it, then why didn't you come back? 373 00:17:24,311 --> 00:17:26,380 You've had successful companies since then. 374 00:17:28,382 --> 00:17:30,117 You think I could have faced you then? 375 00:17:33,387 --> 00:17:35,188 I was a coward, plain and simple. 376 00:17:37,959 --> 00:17:40,695 But rest assured. Karma is a bitch. 377 00:17:42,530 --> 00:17:45,299 Dr. Kwan, Mr. Preston's asking for you. 378 00:17:47,735 --> 00:17:50,004 Go ahead. I'm not going anywhere. 379 00:18:04,084 --> 00:18:06,921 -Thanks for having me. [chuckles] -[giggling] My pleasure. 380 00:18:07,055 --> 00:18:09,057 -We're gonna ace this project. -Yeah. 381 00:18:09,189 --> 00:18:11,391 -Go team. -Go team. [giggles] 382 00:18:11,526 --> 00:18:14,328 -[mocking giggles] Go team. -Ben. 383 00:18:14,461 --> 00:18:16,631 -Hey. [laughs] -[laughing] 384 00:18:16,764 --> 00:18:18,800 -Okay. [giggling] All right. -Thank you. 385 00:18:24,005 --> 00:18:26,406 You know, it's, um... it's funny. 386 00:18:26,975 --> 00:18:30,812 You never mentioned that, uh, Hilary was a man. 387 00:18:31,746 --> 00:18:33,146 I didn't think it was important. 388 00:18:33,280 --> 00:18:37,217 [chuckles] So, you weren't just, uh, hiding the fact that 389 00:18:37,351 --> 00:18:39,787 you were spending the night with an attractive male friend? 390 00:18:39,921 --> 00:18:42,422 -Attractive? He's my classmate. -Yeah. 391 00:18:42,557 --> 00:18:45,960 You don't find Mr. Perfect-Face-With- The-Washboard-Abs handsome? 392 00:18:46,094 --> 00:18:47,629 Uh, how do you know about his abs? 393 00:18:47,762 --> 00:18:49,162 [scoffs] I can see 'em through his shirt. 394 00:18:49,296 --> 00:18:51,131 How do you know about his abs? 395 00:18:52,033 --> 00:18:55,335 Ben Warren. Are you jealous? 396 00:18:55,469 --> 00:18:57,005 -Nope. -[laughs] 397 00:18:57,137 --> 00:18:59,339 Those pants would disagree. 398 00:18:59,473 --> 00:19:00,808 I am not jealous. 399 00:19:00,942 --> 00:19:02,376 Look, I... [scoffs] 400 00:19:02,510 --> 00:19:05,212 I did drop-off and pick-up, worked a fourteen-hour shift, 401 00:19:05,345 --> 00:19:07,615 and then stopped at the grocery store on the way home. 402 00:19:07,749 --> 00:19:08,950 You said I could lean on you. 403 00:19:09,083 --> 00:19:11,451 Yeah, and I want you to. I leaned on you for years. 404 00:19:11,586 --> 00:19:12,687 Mm-hmm. 405 00:19:12,820 --> 00:19:15,523 I want you to achieve your goals, but that... 406 00:19:16,156 --> 00:19:17,859 that is not what I saw happening tonight. 407 00:19:18,626 --> 00:19:21,495 -We were working on a group project. -Nah, nah, nah, nah. 408 00:19:21,629 --> 00:19:23,931 You were having fun with another man in our kitchen, 409 00:19:24,065 --> 00:19:25,767 while I'm turning down a seat on the board 410 00:19:25,900 --> 00:19:27,769 of the Washington Association of Plastic Surgeons. 411 00:19:27,902 --> 00:19:30,505 You didn't tell me you had the opportunity 412 00:19:30,638 --> 00:19:33,240 to be on a professional board. 413 00:19:33,373 --> 00:19:35,475 Wait, you turned it down? Why? Why would you do that? 414 00:19:36,044 --> 00:19:38,980 Apparently, so you could spend time with Hot Hilary. 415 00:19:39,113 --> 00:19:40,180 [stammers] 416 00:19:48,623 --> 00:19:50,024 -Jo. -I'm still here. 417 00:19:50,158 --> 00:19:51,592 -If this doesn't end well... -It will. 418 00:19:51,726 --> 00:19:53,293 ...I'm sorry you're also having to go through this. 419 00:19:53,427 --> 00:19:54,529 Corrie, do not do this. 420 00:19:54,662 --> 00:19:56,329 We need to go now. 421 00:19:56,463 --> 00:19:58,566 Yeah. Her husband's gonna meet us there. 422 00:19:58,700 --> 00:20:00,535 Are you okay? I will follow you the whole way there. 423 00:20:00,668 --> 00:20:03,004 I'm fine. Go to the hospital and find her husband. 424 00:20:03,137 --> 00:20:04,438 -Jo. -Go! 425 00:20:04,572 --> 00:20:06,074 Why aren't we leaving? 426 00:20:12,312 --> 00:20:13,681 [coughing] 427 00:20:13,815 --> 00:20:16,184 -What's going on? -Fever's up to 41. 428 00:20:17,552 --> 00:20:20,088 -When's her next dose of acetaminophen? -Not for another hour. 429 00:20:20,220 --> 00:20:22,289 And the rash is getting worse, even after the antihistamine. 430 00:20:22,422 --> 00:20:26,194 -How are we doing in here? -[coughing] 431 00:20:26,326 --> 00:20:28,162 [Webber] I don't like the sound of that. 432 00:20:29,630 --> 00:20:30,665 Can I take a look? 433 00:20:39,173 --> 00:20:42,043 -How long she had the rash? -Couple of hours. 434 00:20:42,176 --> 00:20:44,579 It started on her face and kind of spread out from there. 435 00:20:44,712 --> 00:20:46,114 Can you open your mouth for me? 436 00:20:48,415 --> 00:20:50,985 Red morbilliform rash and Koplik spots. 437 00:20:51,919 --> 00:20:52,954 What does that tell you? 438 00:20:53,654 --> 00:20:56,456 -You think she has measles? -I have measles? 439 00:20:56,591 --> 00:20:58,526 Looks like you're on your third or fourth day. 440 00:20:59,026 --> 00:21:01,763 -Were you vaccinated? -My mom doesn't believe in it. 441 00:21:01,896 --> 00:21:06,667 We need to page infectious disease and start airborne isolation precautions. 442 00:21:07,467 --> 00:21:11,304 So wait. You guys are gonna give me medicine, right? Is there a cure? 443 00:21:11,438 --> 00:21:13,975 The cure is getting vaccinated before you're exposed. 444 00:21:14,108 --> 00:21:15,442 It's too late for that. 445 00:21:15,576 --> 00:21:17,211 We'll do our best to keep you comfortable, 446 00:21:17,344 --> 00:21:20,014 but the only way to get through measles is to ride it out. 447 00:21:20,148 --> 00:21:21,916 [cell phone ringing] 448 00:21:22,049 --> 00:21:24,118 Is that your mom again? I can talk to her if you want. 449 00:21:24,952 --> 00:21:27,555 No, no, she's the one who got me into this. 450 00:21:35,930 --> 00:21:37,497 Cucumber stars? 451 00:21:38,331 --> 00:21:39,499 Impressive. 452 00:21:39,634 --> 00:21:40,968 Yeah. 453 00:21:41,536 --> 00:21:44,105 Whatever it takes to get her to eat something other than cheese crackers. 454 00:21:48,810 --> 00:21:54,615 I appreciate everything that you're doing for this family, for me 455 00:21:54,749 --> 00:21:57,251 so that I can follow my dreams, 456 00:21:57,384 --> 00:22:00,955 but I don't want it at the expense of your dreams. 457 00:22:01,088 --> 00:22:02,623 I've never done that to you. 458 00:22:03,390 --> 00:22:06,194 You should go get that board position. 459 00:22:06,326 --> 00:22:08,229 [stammers] It's too much of a time commitment. 460 00:22:08,361 --> 00:22:09,697 We'll figure it out. 461 00:22:09,831 --> 00:22:11,699 How? How? 462 00:22:11,833 --> 00:22:14,635 Okay, who-who'll pick up Pru and put away laundry 463 00:22:14,769 --> 00:22:17,672 and pay the bills and make sure that, you know, we have food? 464 00:22:18,405 --> 00:22:20,308 Did you know that today was an early release day? 465 00:22:20,440 --> 00:22:21,609 Mmm? 466 00:22:21,742 --> 00:22:23,376 I was an hour and a half late picking up Pru. 467 00:22:23,511 --> 00:22:24,812 I had to leave work midday. 468 00:22:24,946 --> 00:22:27,682 I had a patient who almost lost a leg, and I wasn't there. 469 00:22:28,282 --> 00:22:29,984 You forgot to pick up our child? 470 00:22:30,117 --> 00:22:32,286 I am saying I'm drowning. 471 00:22:32,854 --> 00:22:35,455 You told me to go back to school. 472 00:22:35,590 --> 00:22:38,326 And if I could go back in time, I would do it again. 473 00:22:38,458 --> 00:22:40,194 But that doesn't mean it isn't hard 474 00:22:40,328 --> 00:22:44,665 or that sometimes I might get, you know, a little resentful, 475 00:22:44,799 --> 00:22:47,568 especially when I have to watch you and your new friend laugh 476 00:22:47,702 --> 00:22:49,837 while I'm cutting cucumbers into tiny stars. 477 00:22:49,971 --> 00:22:51,706 So it's all my fault. 478 00:22:51,839 --> 00:22:54,208 That's not what I'm saying. Oh, where are you going? 479 00:22:54,342 --> 00:22:56,010 It's late. I'm going to bed. 480 00:23:03,483 --> 00:23:06,254 -How are things with Papa Kwan? -He's not a Kwan. 481 00:23:06,419 --> 00:23:08,222 I eventually took my mom's name, 482 00:23:09,223 --> 00:23:11,092 but he is biologically my dad. So... 483 00:23:11,225 --> 00:23:14,528 -You're donating bone marrow? -I'm just testing to see if I match. 484 00:23:15,229 --> 00:23:16,864 But you hate that man. 485 00:23:16,998 --> 00:23:18,900 I hate a lot of people I help. It's the job. 486 00:23:19,901 --> 00:23:21,135 You're not his doctor. 487 00:23:21,269 --> 00:23:22,904 Are you trying to convince him to let his dad die? 488 00:23:23,037 --> 00:23:25,139 I'm trying to understand. 489 00:23:25,773 --> 00:23:27,275 You told me you didn't even have a dad. 490 00:23:27,407 --> 00:23:29,110 Now you're going to give him your bone marrow? 491 00:23:29,243 --> 00:23:30,711 I'm taking the high road. 492 00:23:34,682 --> 00:23:36,617 I'd give you bone marrow if you needed it. 493 00:23:38,052 --> 00:23:39,720 This is when you say you'd give me bone marrow if I need-- 494 00:23:39,854 --> 00:23:41,789 You wouldn't even give me your protein bar. 495 00:23:42,455 --> 00:23:43,758 Hey, you want the rest? 496 00:23:45,626 --> 00:23:47,128 I'm gonna go give someone an enema. 497 00:23:49,496 --> 00:23:51,532 [operator announcing on PA] 498 00:23:56,203 --> 00:23:58,739 I can't believe I missed measles. It won't happen again. 499 00:23:58,873 --> 00:24:00,107 Well, don't be sorry. 500 00:24:00,241 --> 00:24:01,909 How would you diagnose measles? You've never seen it. 501 00:24:02,043 --> 00:24:04,312 We touched on it in med school. I've seen the textbook pictures. 502 00:24:04,444 --> 00:24:06,781 It's not the same as seeing it in real life. 503 00:24:06,914 --> 00:24:09,650 We eliminated measles in this country years ago. 504 00:24:10,584 --> 00:24:12,420 I had it when I was six. 505 00:24:12,553 --> 00:24:14,288 It's a miserable disease. 506 00:24:14,422 --> 00:24:16,057 I just don't understand. 507 00:24:16,190 --> 00:24:18,559 Some people fear vaccines more than a disease that could kill you. 508 00:24:19,360 --> 00:24:21,662 All I know is one of the worst parts of this job 509 00:24:21,796 --> 00:24:24,497 was watching the parents see their child suffer. 510 00:24:24,632 --> 00:24:26,466 I remember every time I had to do it. 511 00:24:27,301 --> 00:24:29,003 Including from measles. 512 00:24:34,742 --> 00:24:35,910 You think she'll be okay? 513 00:24:37,411 --> 00:24:38,579 I hope so. 514 00:24:43,117 --> 00:24:45,219 Corrie, I know that you want to, but you cannot push. 515 00:24:45,353 --> 00:24:47,188 I can't. [grunting] 516 00:24:47,321 --> 00:24:48,756 I can't do this again. 517 00:24:48,889 --> 00:24:50,524 Yes, you can. I need you to think about the baby. 518 00:24:50,658 --> 00:24:53,294 -How much longer? -[stammers] There's an accident on I-5. 519 00:24:53,427 --> 00:24:54,862 He's looking for a detour. 520 00:24:54,996 --> 00:24:57,231 -[groaning] -BP's tanking. 521 00:24:57,365 --> 00:24:59,667 [rapid beeping] 522 00:24:59,800 --> 00:25:01,535 -She's unconscious. -[Wilson] Bag her. 523 00:25:07,641 --> 00:25:09,276 I can barely reach the baby's head anymore. 524 00:25:09,410 --> 00:25:11,879 -What? -The baby's head is floating up. 525 00:25:12,013 --> 00:25:16,183 -Is that normal? -No. Her uterus just ruptured. 526 00:25:16,317 --> 00:25:18,719 Likely along her previous C-section scar. 527 00:25:18,853 --> 00:25:21,622 Do you have a thoracotomy or an OB kit or anything with a scalpel? 528 00:25:21,756 --> 00:25:24,225 Yeah, yeah. Here. Why? 529 00:25:24,358 --> 00:25:26,961 We're gonna stop this ambulance and perform a crash C-section. 530 00:25:27,094 --> 00:25:28,829 Or at least I am, and you're gonna help me. 531 00:25:28,963 --> 00:25:31,365 Inside the ambulance? No, we're almost there. 532 00:25:31,499 --> 00:25:34,435 If we don't do anything, they'll both be dead within minutes. 533 00:25:35,102 --> 00:25:36,404 Stop the ambulance! 534 00:25:47,148 --> 00:25:48,783 Your electrolytes are back to normal. 535 00:25:49,550 --> 00:25:51,419 Yeah, at least I got that going for me. 536 00:25:52,620 --> 00:25:54,488 You know, stage-three cancer humor. 537 00:25:57,658 --> 00:26:01,862 I got HLA tested for bone marrow compatibility. 538 00:26:01,996 --> 00:26:06,133 I know it's hard for Asian people to find a match in the registry. 539 00:26:06,700 --> 00:26:08,202 I don't know what to say. 540 00:26:08,903 --> 00:26:11,072 -I'm grateful. -Well, don't thank me yet. 541 00:26:11,205 --> 00:26:13,841 Um, it takes about a week to get the results. 542 00:26:13,974 --> 00:26:15,943 -But even just getting the test-- -It was easy. 543 00:26:22,517 --> 00:26:26,087 I'm gonna be up in Vancouver for a conference in about a month. 544 00:26:27,354 --> 00:26:29,390 If there's time... 545 00:26:31,459 --> 00:26:33,562 maybe we can grab a coffee. 546 00:26:35,729 --> 00:26:36,764 I'd like that. 547 00:26:40,434 --> 00:26:41,969 I'm gonna order a urinalysis. 548 00:26:42,103 --> 00:26:45,272 Someone will be by to bring you a sample cup. 549 00:26:50,311 --> 00:26:52,746 Can't see anything. More suction. 550 00:26:55,950 --> 00:26:58,385 -Whoa. It's right there. -Okay. Yep. 551 00:26:58,520 --> 00:26:59,720 I got you, little guy. 552 00:27:00,788 --> 00:27:03,357 Oh, God. I got you. I got you. 553 00:27:03,491 --> 00:27:05,626 -Okay, clamp and scissors. -Yeah. 554 00:27:12,266 --> 00:27:14,735 Okay. Is there a pulse? 555 00:27:18,439 --> 00:27:20,509 I can't hear one. I'm bagging him. 556 00:27:20,641 --> 00:27:23,545 If there's no pulse after 30 seconds, start compressions. 557 00:27:24,111 --> 00:27:26,814 Okay. Get us out of here. 558 00:27:27,314 --> 00:27:28,617 [paramedic 2] You got it. 559 00:27:33,020 --> 00:27:34,321 I'll go check on your labs. 560 00:27:35,222 --> 00:27:37,958 Thank God you convinced me to come here. He already did the swab. 561 00:27:39,160 --> 00:27:41,462 No, I hadn't even made the ask yet. 562 00:27:42,997 --> 00:27:45,299 -Hey, can you-- What? -Shut up. 563 00:27:45,432 --> 00:27:48,503 I was waiting for the right moment, but he did it himself. 564 00:27:50,004 --> 00:27:51,506 Let's just hope he's a good match. 565 00:27:52,139 --> 00:27:53,073 Okay. 566 00:27:53,207 --> 00:27:54,509 -Did he just say... -Yes. 567 00:27:55,309 --> 00:27:56,611 What are you gonna do about it? 568 00:27:56,744 --> 00:27:59,180 Why am I the only one on the hook? You heard him too. 569 00:27:59,313 --> 00:28:00,447 I stay out of family stuff. 570 00:28:01,949 --> 00:28:03,585 I'm never giving you my bone marrow. 571 00:28:10,625 --> 00:28:11,959 Where have you been? 572 00:28:12,594 --> 00:28:14,495 I needed to get some air. 573 00:28:15,597 --> 00:28:17,566 Trinity needs ice packs to cool her down. 574 00:28:17,698 --> 00:28:19,500 Yeah, well, I can't go back in there, so... 575 00:28:19,634 --> 00:28:21,603 Is this about Adams again? I can't keep doing this, Wes. 576 00:28:21,735 --> 00:28:23,204 -We-- -I'm not vaccinated. 577 00:28:24,238 --> 00:28:26,675 How? We work at a hospital. 578 00:28:26,807 --> 00:28:29,877 I have a genetic immunodeficiency. 579 00:28:30,778 --> 00:28:31,745 CVID. 580 00:28:31,879 --> 00:28:33,247 [♪ "Dancer in the Sky" playing] 581 00:28:33,380 --> 00:28:34,949 How did I not know this? 582 00:28:35,883 --> 00:28:37,384 Easy, I didn't tell you. 583 00:28:38,219 --> 00:28:39,453 Why not? 584 00:28:40,487 --> 00:28:42,056 [sighs] Well, it's, um... 585 00:28:42,723 --> 00:28:46,595 [clears throat] Well, it's not something I like to lead with. 586 00:28:47,629 --> 00:28:49,763 I don't want people thinking of me as sick, you know? 587 00:28:49,897 --> 00:28:51,198 I'm not people. 588 00:28:51,765 --> 00:28:54,101 I'm the person you're dating. 589 00:28:54,235 --> 00:28:56,538 Yeah, and you're also the person that assigns me work. 590 00:28:57,404 --> 00:29:00,241 So, I don't want any special treatment. 591 00:29:00,374 --> 00:29:02,611 You told me I treat you like an afterthought, 592 00:29:02,743 --> 00:29:05,412 but then you didn't tell me this huge piece of your life. 593 00:29:07,781 --> 00:29:10,217 Well, I didn't sleep with CVID six weeks ago. 594 00:29:12,721 --> 00:29:14,121 You knew about me and Lucas? 595 00:29:16,156 --> 00:29:17,391 I do now. 596 00:29:21,195 --> 00:29:24,231 You know, when you told me you weren't sure if the pregnancy was mine, 597 00:29:24,365 --> 00:29:27,736 -I figured he could be a possibility. -You and I were casual. 598 00:29:27,868 --> 00:29:29,638 Yeah, well, we're not now, so what does that mean to me? 599 00:29:29,770 --> 00:29:31,772 Are we that serious if it took a measles patient 600 00:29:31,905 --> 00:29:33,907 for you to tell me you have a chronic illness? 601 00:29:34,041 --> 00:29:35,644 It didn't take a measle... Where are you going? 602 00:29:35,776 --> 00:29:37,177 I have to check on Trinity. 603 00:29:40,481 --> 00:29:42,816 ♪ Through heaven and hell ♪ 604 00:29:42,950 --> 00:29:48,889 ♪ Is there a way back to you? ♪ 605 00:29:53,294 --> 00:29:55,262 ♪ I was by your side ♪ 606 00:29:55,396 --> 00:29:56,564 [siren wailing] 607 00:29:56,698 --> 00:30:00,234 ♪ Everything felt right with you ♪ 608 00:30:00,367 --> 00:30:01,435 Come on. 609 00:30:03,638 --> 00:30:07,609 ♪ Dancer in the sky ♪ 610 00:30:07,742 --> 00:30:09,376 ♪ Come find me ♪ 611 00:30:09,511 --> 00:30:13,380 ♪ You know where I hide ♪ 612 00:30:13,515 --> 00:30:18,118 ♪ It doesn't even matter ♪ 613 00:30:19,153 --> 00:30:24,158 ♪ It doesn't even matter ♪ 614 00:30:26,160 --> 00:30:31,533 ♪ Deepest blue of night reminds me ♪ 615 00:30:31,666 --> 00:30:34,835 ♪ Of all we left behind ♪ 616 00:30:36,070 --> 00:30:40,841 ♪ It doesn't even matter ♪ 617 00:30:41,609 --> 00:30:46,980 ♪ It doesn't even matter ♪ 618 00:30:49,416 --> 00:30:51,352 ♪ Keep on ♪ 619 00:30:52,086 --> 00:30:54,522 ♪ Keep walking ♪ 620 00:30:55,122 --> 00:30:56,990 ♪ I'm calling ♪ 621 00:30:57,124 --> 00:31:02,831 ♪ An arrow in my chest ♪ 622 00:31:07,000 --> 00:31:11,105 ♪ The only thing that matters Dancer in the sky ♪ 623 00:31:11,238 --> 00:31:17,111 ♪ Reach between the veil to find me The only thing that matters ♪ 624 00:31:21,348 --> 00:31:24,017 [Kwan] I'll look out for the labs and let me know if the pressure drops. 625 00:31:26,654 --> 00:31:27,988 Hi. Can I talk to you? 626 00:31:28,590 --> 00:31:31,091 [sighs] I'm not checking on another diabetic foot for you in the ER. 627 00:31:31,225 --> 00:31:32,861 At some point you have to suck it up and do it. 628 00:31:32,993 --> 00:31:34,328 It's about your dad. 629 00:31:35,129 --> 00:31:37,498 [sighs] I don't want to keep talking about this. 630 00:31:37,632 --> 00:31:39,266 What does it matter if I give him bone marrow? 631 00:31:39,400 --> 00:31:41,268 It's not about that. Well, it's kind of about that. 632 00:31:41,402 --> 00:31:43,571 Look, I overheard him on the phone, and he's conning you. 633 00:31:43,705 --> 00:31:46,073 He came here to see if you would get tested. 634 00:31:46,206 --> 00:31:48,242 -He didn't even ask. -That's what he said. 635 00:31:48,375 --> 00:31:49,844 He was looking for the right time, 636 00:31:49,977 --> 00:31:51,412 but then you beat him to it, and-- 637 00:31:51,546 --> 00:31:53,914 -You don't know what you're talking about. -I heard it. 638 00:31:54,047 --> 00:31:55,717 [sighs] 639 00:31:55,850 --> 00:31:58,653 I know how it feels. I know that you want your dad to be a good guy-- 640 00:31:58,787 --> 00:32:01,656 No, you don't know how I feel. Your parents are nothing like mine. 641 00:32:01,790 --> 00:32:03,957 My dad made a lot of bad choices, but he regrets it. 642 00:32:04,091 --> 00:32:05,727 Your parents don't regret anything. 643 00:32:05,860 --> 00:32:08,763 They're probably high somewhere in a stash house as we speak. 644 00:32:08,897 --> 00:32:10,765 You know what? Do whatever you want. 645 00:32:10,899 --> 00:32:12,466 [♪ indie folk music playing] 646 00:32:12,600 --> 00:32:14,501 I hope you two are very happy together. 647 00:32:18,472 --> 00:32:21,975 [coughing] 648 00:32:23,578 --> 00:32:24,945 Is this any better? 649 00:32:28,115 --> 00:32:32,453 My grandparents have this old trash compactor 650 00:32:32,587 --> 00:32:35,956 that squishes the garbage into these small cubes. 651 00:32:37,024 --> 00:32:38,325 I'm that garbage. 652 00:32:38,893 --> 00:32:39,894 I'm sorry. 653 00:32:40,427 --> 00:32:42,229 Hopefully this is the worst of it. 654 00:32:42,764 --> 00:32:43,698 Yeah. 655 00:32:43,832 --> 00:32:46,166 -[cell phone ringing] -[sighs] 656 00:32:49,970 --> 00:32:53,073 I know you said your mom's a lot, but you should really fill her in. 657 00:32:53,207 --> 00:32:54,341 You don't know her. 658 00:32:54,475 --> 00:32:56,076 -She's clearly worried about you. -No. 659 00:32:57,411 --> 00:32:59,681 No, she's not worried, she's just controlling. 660 00:33:01,448 --> 00:33:03,283 She doesn't trust me to live my own life. 661 00:33:03,417 --> 00:33:06,453 Meanwhile, who decided not to get me vaccinated? 662 00:33:09,624 --> 00:33:11,793 Lot of good her love's doing right now. 663 00:33:14,729 --> 00:33:17,364 I'll say goodbye before I leave. Get some sleep. 664 00:33:26,406 --> 00:33:29,343 -How you feeling? -A lot better. Thanks for hooking me up. 665 00:33:29,476 --> 00:33:31,211 -Literally. -Oh, it's nothing. 666 00:33:31,345 --> 00:33:34,381 It wasn't nothing to me, and thanks again for getting tested. It means a lot. 667 00:33:34,516 --> 00:33:35,884 Yeah, well, don't get your hopes up. 668 00:33:36,016 --> 00:33:37,451 All the results need to come back, 669 00:33:37,585 --> 00:33:39,654 and they might not be good enough for your clinical trials. 670 00:33:39,787 --> 00:33:42,456 True, but my doctor said a child would almost certainly 671 00:33:42,590 --> 00:33:44,792 be a good enough match for its parent. 672 00:33:47,529 --> 00:33:52,165 Did you come back just to get my bone marrow? 673 00:33:54,969 --> 00:33:56,036 I came to see you. 674 00:33:56,169 --> 00:33:59,339 Then why are you talking to your doctor about me? 675 00:33:59,974 --> 00:34:02,376 I was talking more generally. 676 00:34:02,977 --> 00:34:05,513 You could have come back any time in the past 30 years. 677 00:34:06,413 --> 00:34:09,216 -Why now? -I'm dying. Things changed. 678 00:34:10,384 --> 00:34:11,586 But you didn't. 679 00:34:14,121 --> 00:34:15,557 You're exactly the same... 680 00:34:17,559 --> 00:34:19,359 Don't expect to hear from me. We're done. 681 00:34:19,493 --> 00:34:20,494 Benson! 682 00:34:21,228 --> 00:34:24,464 Like you said, karma's a bitch. 683 00:34:35,242 --> 00:34:38,412 [breathing deeply] 684 00:34:40,048 --> 00:34:42,349 Hey, how are you feeling? 685 00:34:42,482 --> 00:34:43,518 Wha... 686 00:34:44,686 --> 00:34:45,853 What happened? 687 00:34:46,521 --> 00:34:49,489 -The baby-- -He's in the NICU with your husband. 688 00:34:51,458 --> 00:34:54,829 I will take you through everything that happened once you get a little more rest, 689 00:34:54,963 --> 00:34:56,998 but for now, just know that they are monitoring him, 690 00:34:57,130 --> 00:35:00,233 and so far everything seems okay. 691 00:35:00,367 --> 00:35:01,836 Because of you. 692 00:35:01,970 --> 00:35:03,071 Hmm. 693 00:35:04,404 --> 00:35:06,808 -What I must have put you through-- -Don't do that. 694 00:35:06,941 --> 00:35:07,976 I'm okay. 695 00:35:09,677 --> 00:35:11,111 I almost gave up... 696 00:35:13,380 --> 00:35:14,649 but your voice... 697 00:35:17,217 --> 00:35:18,886 I never felt alone this time. 698 00:35:19,821 --> 00:35:21,089 I knew you were there. 699 00:35:22,657 --> 00:35:24,358 I'm really glad I was there. 700 00:35:27,562 --> 00:35:29,229 [exhales sharply] 701 00:35:29,363 --> 00:35:31,799 At least now you won't remember me as the woman who faked the nut allergy. 702 00:35:31,933 --> 00:35:33,101 [laughs] 703 00:35:33,233 --> 00:35:34,267 [Corrie chuckles] 704 00:35:39,941 --> 00:35:41,408 [♪ music ends] 705 00:35:45,312 --> 00:35:46,346 Yeah. 706 00:35:49,817 --> 00:35:51,318 What are you doing? 707 00:35:51,451 --> 00:35:53,655 Well, I was gonna ask you if we could talk, 708 00:35:53,788 --> 00:35:57,125 but I knew you'd say no, so I'm forcing the issue. 709 00:35:57,257 --> 00:36:00,628 -Let's see how that works out for you. -Mm-mmm, mm-mmm, mm-mmm. 710 00:36:01,495 --> 00:36:05,133 Last night was the first time in years that we went to bed angry. 711 00:36:05,700 --> 00:36:09,037 You think I'm angry? I am not angry. 712 00:36:09,169 --> 00:36:11,471 [sighing] 713 00:36:14,274 --> 00:36:15,610 Miranda. 714 00:36:17,277 --> 00:36:21,149 When my marriage to Tucker Jones fell apart, 715 00:36:21,281 --> 00:36:26,654 I tried to pinpoint the exact moment that we started to unravel. 716 00:36:26,788 --> 00:36:31,224 There was a lot to choose from, but the one that stuck out... 717 00:36:33,061 --> 00:36:36,097 well, it didn't feel like anything at the time. 718 00:36:36,229 --> 00:36:37,497 What happened? 719 00:36:37,632 --> 00:36:41,035 Well, I was studying for my boards one night, 720 00:36:41,169 --> 00:36:43,470 and I asked if he would take out the trash 721 00:36:43,604 --> 00:36:48,375 and he said no, he had taken it out the night before and now it was my turn. 722 00:36:48,509 --> 00:36:54,515 And that's the first time I realized that he was keeping score. 723 00:36:56,216 --> 00:36:58,786 And then it only got worse after that. 724 00:37:01,288 --> 00:37:05,126 We have been through so much together, Ben Warren. 725 00:37:05,258 --> 00:37:10,998 I do not want this to be the moment that we look back on and say, 726 00:37:11,132 --> 00:37:13,701 "Ah-ah, that was it. That was the beginning of the end." 727 00:37:13,835 --> 00:37:16,938 Listen. I... I am not keeping score. 728 00:37:18,072 --> 00:37:19,372 I just miss you. 729 00:37:19,507 --> 00:37:20,608 Okay. I... 730 00:37:20,742 --> 00:37:24,045 That's why I was jealous of Hilary. 731 00:37:24,178 --> 00:37:26,981 He got to spend time with you, and I didn't. 732 00:37:27,115 --> 00:37:30,618 I'm trying to lean into our marriage, not out. 733 00:37:31,919 --> 00:37:32,954 Never out. 734 00:37:33,588 --> 00:37:36,023 -But if that changes-- -I will tell you. 735 00:37:36,157 --> 00:37:39,459 But I'm only saying that because I know it's what you need to hear. 736 00:37:39,594 --> 00:37:40,862 Look, I'm not going anywhere. 737 00:37:40,995 --> 00:37:42,764 [sighs] 738 00:37:44,832 --> 00:37:46,901 Wright did recommend a babysitter. 739 00:37:49,504 --> 00:37:51,371 Maybe bring in reinforcements. 740 00:37:51,506 --> 00:37:55,843 I could take that position on the board, and you could keep working with Himothy. 741 00:37:55,977 --> 00:37:57,111 Hilary. 742 00:37:57,245 --> 00:37:59,080 But you see how that could be confusing, right? 743 00:37:59,213 --> 00:38:00,648 I mean, the name is-- 744 00:38:11,526 --> 00:38:13,828 -Hey. -Have you been here all night? 745 00:38:13,961 --> 00:38:18,099 Well, I told Webber I'd help him figure out some Parsons transfer logistics, so... 746 00:38:18,232 --> 00:38:19,432 Should I let you work? 747 00:38:19,567 --> 00:38:20,735 No, I'm... 748 00:38:21,569 --> 00:38:23,104 I'm calling it. I'm done. 749 00:38:27,909 --> 00:38:28,943 Did you wanna... 750 00:38:29,644 --> 00:38:31,612 Do you want to talk about what happened? 751 00:38:34,447 --> 00:38:35,716 Actually, no. 752 00:38:37,585 --> 00:38:40,054 [Grey] Therapists often use the metaphor of driving a bus 753 00:38:40,188 --> 00:38:42,690 to help people manage their fear and anxiety. 754 00:38:43,891 --> 00:38:45,126 You are the driver. 755 00:38:45,259 --> 00:38:47,528 Your fear and anxiety are the passengers. 756 00:38:47,662 --> 00:38:50,631 [♪ indie folk music playing] 757 00:38:53,134 --> 00:38:54,535 Morning. 758 00:38:55,402 --> 00:38:57,337 Hmm... Is it? 759 00:38:58,773 --> 00:39:00,641 Did you sleep? 760 00:39:00,775 --> 00:39:03,410 I was with Jo when she got pulled into a complicated delivery. 761 00:39:04,212 --> 00:39:08,683 Prolapsed cord, and crash C-section on an ambulance. 762 00:39:08,816 --> 00:39:10,818 -What? -Mom and baby are okay. 763 00:39:11,652 --> 00:39:13,020 Thank God. 764 00:39:13,154 --> 00:39:15,289 -How's your knee? -My knee? 765 00:39:15,455 --> 00:39:17,558 Your knee. The ligament. 766 00:39:17,692 --> 00:39:19,193 Oh. [scoffs] 767 00:39:19,327 --> 00:39:22,530 Um, it's fine. Better, I think. 768 00:39:23,463 --> 00:39:25,900 I should get home and get some rest. 769 00:39:31,505 --> 00:39:33,708 [Grey] You can't silence your demons. 770 00:39:33,841 --> 00:39:36,577 But that doesn't mean they get a say in where you go. 771 00:39:37,377 --> 00:39:38,411 Hey. 772 00:39:39,180 --> 00:39:40,214 Hey. 773 00:39:41,414 --> 00:39:43,450 If this is gonna work, you need to trust me. 774 00:39:43,584 --> 00:39:45,485 You're not an afterthought. 775 00:39:45,620 --> 00:39:47,521 I just knew there's nothing for you to worry about. 776 00:39:47,655 --> 00:39:50,358 I am not remotely tempted to go back to Lucas. 777 00:39:52,392 --> 00:39:53,694 I want to be with you. 778 00:39:56,030 --> 00:39:57,164 Okay. 779 00:39:58,733 --> 00:40:02,370 And I want you to tell me about your life. You can trust me with that too. 780 00:40:02,904 --> 00:40:03,971 Okay. 781 00:40:05,740 --> 00:40:07,174 Is that all you have to say? 782 00:40:08,075 --> 00:40:10,645 I have to go get hooked up to IVIG. 783 00:40:10,778 --> 00:40:13,080 They're making me stay out of the hospital for 28 days 784 00:40:13,214 --> 00:40:14,815 to see if I get the measles, so... 785 00:40:16,150 --> 00:40:17,218 I'm sorry. 786 00:40:17,852 --> 00:40:19,220 You wanted me to tell you things. 787 00:40:20,221 --> 00:40:21,289 Come here. 788 00:40:23,090 --> 00:40:24,191 You'll be okay. 789 00:40:25,026 --> 00:40:26,093 Yeah. 790 00:40:28,396 --> 00:40:30,430 [Grey] So follow your passion. 791 00:40:30,564 --> 00:40:32,066 Go where you want to go. 792 00:40:32,199 --> 00:40:34,969 Everyone's talking about your big save last night. 793 00:40:35,903 --> 00:40:36,971 Impressive. 794 00:40:37,972 --> 00:40:40,775 Thank you. It was rough. 795 00:40:40,908 --> 00:40:43,811 I never want to do a crash C-section on a rig again. 796 00:40:43,945 --> 00:40:47,214 Well, you won't. You can't do anything like this again. 797 00:40:47,348 --> 00:40:48,683 She and her baby could have died. 798 00:40:48,816 --> 00:40:51,986 I understand, but you're not an OB. Not anymore. 799 00:40:52,119 --> 00:40:55,056 What you did could open us up to all sorts of lawsuits. 800 00:40:55,189 --> 00:40:56,824 You never finished your residency, 801 00:40:56,958 --> 00:40:58,793 your last night's work under the auspices-- 802 00:40:58,926 --> 00:41:00,928 -I want to come back. -What? 803 00:41:02,330 --> 00:41:05,433 Everything that I went through when the twins were born, it haunts me. 804 00:41:05,566 --> 00:41:08,169 I quit because I was worried I could unravel at anything. 805 00:41:08,302 --> 00:41:11,105 The sound of a monitor, a patient crying out in pain. 806 00:41:11,238 --> 00:41:15,643 But last night when I could have easily fallen apart, I did it. 807 00:41:15,776 --> 00:41:18,312 I saved Corrie and her baby, and I did it knowing 808 00:41:18,446 --> 00:41:21,849 exactly what she was going through because I've gone through it too. 809 00:41:24,318 --> 00:41:26,921 I guess what I'm trying to say is that, um... 810 00:41:29,523 --> 00:41:34,395 maybe this thing that I thought was a weakness is actually a strength. 811 00:41:35,663 --> 00:41:38,799 And if you'll have me, I would like to come back to work. 812 00:41:40,968 --> 00:41:43,637 That's the best news I've heard all day. 813 00:41:44,171 --> 00:41:45,506 It's only 8:00 a.m. 814 00:41:45,639 --> 00:41:47,541 It's been a long night for me too. 815 00:41:52,747 --> 00:41:54,715 [Grey] I can't wait to see where you end up. 816 00:41:59,787 --> 00:42:01,822 [♪ music ends] 817 00:42:07,962 --> 00:42:09,730 [♪ theme music playing] 818 00:42:35,222 --> 00:42:36,257 [♪ music ends]